wow im trying to finish this essay in and before I can even finish the intro i start crying , 

and then i remembered why i didn’t want to start this essay . my last one, the teacher commented something along the lines of ‘usage of big words meant to sound sophisticated had the opposite affect’

I know as im doing this that its terrible. everuthing i write is terrible. i guess thats why i havent written in about a month . i dont want to write this essa y,i dont want to get ir back and see how terrible mny writing is i dont eanna